2 thyself b tru

nikkibee @ 2009-07-12T00:09:00

2009-07-12T04:18:31Z

i need some peace of mind

nikkibee @ 2009-03-26T10:31:00

2009-03-26T14:37:44Z

i keep listening to my mixtape over and over again.

have you ever felt so good for such a short period of time?
and told yourself, never let go of that feeling
cuz nobody can take it away
and it ain't going anywhere
as long as you hold on to it

so i think about it when i dance
by myself
i close my eyes and im surrounded
by people and lights and music
coming from every direction

i listen to the words of friends i love
enemies i love
the look in peoples' eyes
the way they walk
the way they dance
the way they play music
harder than ever before
with more passion
and more soul
and the purest love

that love lives for ever
makes you invincible
like a superhero

i envision dreams coming true
breaking free from chains..
i hear laughter
with no hesitation..
smiling eyes
gentle hands

it's all dark
until our glow
lights everything up

family
my brothers and sisters
one love

nikkibee @ 2009-03-06T10:20:00

2009-03-06T15:28:02Z

I don't think you can really learn something, and preach it with
sincerity, unless it is a lesson you have applied or are applying
in your life. And you cannot really talk about what you've come
to know without being conscious of what you're doing, and acting
according to what you believe and what is true in your heart.

I have learned that the human heart is big enough to hold people in it,
whether or not these people have been the best at loving you back.
The people that stay with you on the inside, who become the voices
of reason when you are not sure yourself, who the thought of holds
you up in times of struggle, whose memories have given you the experiences
needed in life.. these are the ones worth holding on to. They are
always present.

You cannot make people choose to love you, but that does not mean
they do not already love you. You can still choose to love them, and
somewhere in the empty holes of their lives, the love you have given
them will flow and fill up the holes. And they may not choose to thank
you, but that does not mean it is not recognized by the heart of humanity,
which needs us to unify by putting others before ourselves, and loving
more. loving ourselves enough to know how crucial it is to be loved.

So you do not become weary at your efforts not having an effect of other
peoples' efforts, you become fulfilled at your own work. In this way
you come to depend on yourself, and you are always surrounded by love.

Well shes walking through the clouds
With a circus mind thats running round
Butterflies and zebras
And moonbeams and fairy tales
Thats all she ever thinks about
Riding with the wind.

When Im sad, she comes to me
With a thousand smiles, she gives to me free
Its alright she says its alright
Take anything you want from me, anything
Anything.

Fly on little wing,
Yeah yeah, yeah, little wing

-Jimi Hendrix "Little Wing"

nikkibee @ 2009-03-04T21:26:00

2009-03-05T02:23:08Z

what you do doesn't define who you are, but how you do it is what you're left with at the end of the day and the rest of your life. it's all trial and error.. you learn by making mistakes or observing other people making them. you try new strategies, and if they doesn't work, you try more.
the spirit of living, the guts of life, that's what keeps you going. that's what gets you back up when you fail and let's you know that as long as you get up, you win. forcing you to push on. givin you the hope you need to believe in a better future and keep your head up so you can see what's in front of you, buildin you up with the strength you need to live for every moment, and step up to the challenges you're facing. that's the foundation. without that, even if you're hustlin right, without that spirit, it's all empty. and you can't really appreciate it or be appreciated ("it's a good/bad karma thing") it's the voice from inside you that makes you think before you act, built up by everything you've been through up until that moment.. all the strugglin, all the pain.. everything you got out of it, that voice is steady singin to keep movin and just do it and don't doubt yourself cuz you already know..
and i don't know if i'd be able to listen to that undying positive force without the people in my life to remind me of it and keep representin. you don't even have to be talkin bout it, as long as that's how you livin, im feelin that, and you inspire me. you know who you are and i love you!
to me that's what's gangsta.. livin for what you'd truly die for..
and man people vibe off how you livin, if you're all negative, that's gonna rub off. so you can't be complaining about people being negative and negative shit goin down if you bein all whiny and not doin anything to change it! you lead by example, if you wanna see some kinda change, you're a liar, a whiner and a fool if you are not gonna try and be part of that change you wanna see so bad. but 4 whatever it's worth you're my hero if you try.

nikkibee @ 2008-11-09T11:41:00

2008-11-09T16:41:37Z

It's in the act of having to do things that you don't want to that you learn something about moving past the self. Past the ego.
-bell hooks

nikkibee @ 2008-10-07T13:57:00

2008-10-07T18:13:03Z

Wouldn't it be breathtaking if the spirit of giving, the child of the people's pain , filled us all up in one moment and changed us forever? So every hater would feel enough love to stop hating, and every lover no longer felt alone in their struggle.
I'm so mad at people for worrying and fighting over things that don't matter. If we focused on ourselves as a community, the isolating selfishness and ignorance would no longer be so comfortable.
Why does it take something so horrible to wake people up? God is the greatest revolutionary..
It's hard to read about 9/11 and Katrina because of how real it is. I find myself flashing back to the early days volunteering in N.O. Some people had been there so long. They walked the streets alone, the new world's soldiers. It wasn't easy to talk to them. They held so much inside. Many were sick from the water the searched through for bodies, remains. They looked at you with dead eyes, cold hearts. Everything they said, if they said anything at all, had meaning I would spend the rest of my life trying to understand. I could never turn my back or give up. It wasn't so much a decision, it was like my hands had been up to the sky and this was just handed to me. This is my school. This is my work. This is my soul-mate. I became nothing but a fighter, taught by the best revolutionaries. I was no longer afraid to die with such an important reason to live.
Seeing people help is believing things can change. The lives lost were like sacrifices made to make things different and better. When I walked into St. Pauls (a church in NY where a ceremony for a book about 9/11 and Katrina was held) I sat down and listened to the book's author speak, a known and respected, beloved comrade. There was this amazing feeling I can't explain. The chills I felt first on my arms poured over my body like purifying water.. I was shaking. Tears kept coming. When I got back home that night I was holding on to that feeling. In my mind I saw winged kids sitting on clouds looking down, they were trying to show us what it would be like when we got there, hugging and thanking us with smiles so bright, dancing around us. It was like they were trying to tell us we are appreciated, encouraging us not to give up. Maybe I'm just crazy, but I've found that believing in dreams like these gets you through the hard times.
When I first got back to NY I couldn't sleep, haunted by real-life nightmares. The kids faces when I didn't have something they needed, begged for more. I felt like I had nothing left to five. My little brother and sister, not so little anymore, looked up at me the same way. All I could think was Get Rich or Die Trying. I prayed a lot. I beat the crap out of pillows. I fell into deep meditations. Words could not express how I felt. Is it ever going to get better? I never gave up hope but I was literally sick of looking for answers and resources and ending up with less than what I had before. I just stood still, searching for signs, I didn't know how much longer I could do in the wrong directions, turning back at every dead end. If everything happens for a reason, was the purpose of my existance just to give up already? I couldn't believe this to be true, not after all we worked for.
I had a dream one of the most important women in my life told me "You're gonna throw all that hard work away for nuthin?" I knew giving up was not an option, and that giving and loving more when it's the hardest is the only way to survive. I had to force myself to believe everything I've been through taught me everything I needed to know to keep going. I kept telling myself I'm still here, there's gotta be a reason for that. I forgot I was still growing up and learning all the things kids are supposed to learn. My friends' lives were so different from mine, from ours in the city. Through them I saw myself, reflecting a desire to understand and be a part of something bigger than ourselves, not knowing where to start, afraid of losing what they got if they give it away.
We are all born with the strength to survive. To help each other. To lose everything and get somethin back by makin something out of nothing. Our ability to work together is the backbone of humanity. Stepping out of the self-serving zones we create to protect ourselves makes you feel naked and vulnerable. 9/11 and Katrina forced some of us out of those zones. You don't know what to expect. You don't know if anybody would jump into fire and floodwater to save you. But you just do it. Love is blind.
We move forward into the unknown with a ferocious determination speaking and singing the vicious truth of our past. We stand heart to heart as an unbreakable family marching and dancing in an unending second line for the lives lost, celebrating the life they've inspired after death.

nikkibee @ 2008-10-07T00:50:00

2008-10-07T05:01:51Z

the night before i left i went 2 reggae night and danced
for hours in the same spot. i was alone but it was like you
were there with me
you are a star. neva let anybody steal ur light. if u fall ill
catch you, and make wishes that you'll neva get shot down
you taught me how 2 dance n u neva gave up

nikkibee @ 2008-10-05T22:06:00

2008-10-06T02:07:29Z

we keep it real cuz it is can't deny what you see
name it we seen it got our hands in everything
keepin it clean so our rims glean on the streets
you sweep we run for our eat n walk 4 relief
means to ends and ends to means
the best is what we're aimin to be
and tell our people don't neva give up do it for me
you look up to us and thats why we're here
doin things so you don't so we can teach you what to fear
we aint sayin it like this but the end is comin near
and all the people that don't care ain't gonna last over there

nikkibee @ 2008-10-05T18:53:00

2008-10-05T22:55:20Z

you're beautiful and colorful like a butterfly one of a kind
you make me smile and the happiness shoots through me like
the fairy dust and happy thoughts that make u fly
when you speak it's like a song, when you're sleepy it sounds
like a lullaby. the little things you do mean so much, the way
you dance, the way you hold my hand. when im with you it's like
a moment frozen in time and your touch is the only heat i need.
you're the brightest star in my sky. if you fall, i'll catch you
and make wishes so you never get shot down.

nikkibee @ 2008-10-02T14:04:00

2008-10-02T18:20:09Z

if you knew i would have stayed that way
would you have treated me right
or just walked away?
if you told me how much i was worth
and that you didnt really love her
maybe i would have felt some pride
instead i went to sleep every night
feeling less than second best
making up reasons why you
gave her everything i wanted
breaking your promise

now i'm supposed to drop everything
cuz she did you wrong and now you wanna be with me
but baby i got my life to live,
right now your just a dream, not really in it
and i ain't gonna waste time trying to prove to you im not her
im not like her, i dont have to act like im better than anybody else

i think way back to the old days
you said you didn't know how to talk to me
in between us so much positive energy
we were butterflies our love lighting up the night
first time i saw you was in your white tee
grill all sparkly when you smiled at me
the way you danced pulled me into your world
i never left, always gonna b ur grl

so now i cant call you cuz it hurts too much
to know what youre gonna do soon as we hang up
cant take no more lies no more compliments
no matta how hard ya try cant get to my head
i know whats real and my imagination

there's nobody else that can take the love
i have for you it's too deep too true
and sometimes i wish i could just forget
the way you make me feel, the way you put me to bed
your sweet songs are the only music i need
your hopes, your dreams are my possibilities

you've seen them come and you've seen them go
but you were the first they not that, they know..
now i don't need nobody cuz i got me
and you can stop spyin cuz they mean nothing

i'm movin on from what i started when you broke my heart
there's no lookin back, but ill always be a part
of the movement that began when you opened me up
do i really love you, or was it just beginner's luck?

nikkibee @ 2008-10-02T10:45:00

2008-10-02T14:46:50Z

I just saw some fucking sticker thing on facebook that
says "when a guy makes you an option, make them a priority"
and i think thats fucking BULLSHIT. somebody cant just
be like, OK now you're an option and expect your world
to fall at their feet. that's the PROBLEM. is that they're
used to women falling down this line like dominoes yea well
FUCK THAT ima be the one to cut u the fuck off when you
make me an OPTION like you can stick me in a fucking
fish tank of potentials and just throw ur mothafuckin
line out there hoping you'll catch something nice!!
i am not a motherfucking game. Bitch IM ME. ima be here
when there's nothing left in the mothafuckin tank. BITCHES

nikkibee @ 2008-10-02T10:13:00

2008-10-02T14:15:08Z

i gave you everything
i didnt want anymore
all that shines aint gold
surrounded by people
falling for the tricks
not the mountains
i was born to move

you told me,
you get killed for doing favors
but my sacrifices have given me new life

you can have it all
ill give you the best
cuz i don't want it no more
i wanna wake up from this nightmare
to a new sun, a day of dreams
everything i've left you
are the trails of how to get
where im at now

if the moment is painful
ill get through it
needing nothing, nobody
the sky holds me up on thin strings
i wish you were here to see the view
but you can't even look at me
without being blinded
and running away
hoping ill come back to find you
but you've got nothing i want

everything ive ever been a part of
is gonna keep moving
life goes on in the people you touch
our chemistry like magic, granting wishes
pimpology has been a fun course
but ive graduated
my certificate, names written in blood on the streets

i came to you at a crossroads
you listened to my cries
loved the way they sounded
we made our pain into a song
everybody wanted to hear

the romance of our deadly love
is beautiful like a stem of thorns
petals like the broken wings of our angels
in a glass case

we can never escape the world
we've created for ourselves
victims of our imagination
the warmth of our blood
as we run with cold hearts
is everybody's fire
in some other dimension
we are holding each other gently
while here we kill each other off
everybody running from the police
mistaking the enemy

what does it mean to be free
with only the trapped and the trappers
this cage is all we've got
ill bend the iron gates for you
set you free
pick the lock with my teeth
but you like it there too much
you don't even turn around to see
whether the door is open, or closed

theres a mysterious genius inside of you
beautiful like the music YOU make
magic like the feeling i have when i think about you
a pain burning inside my chest, beating my heart
i don't know what it is i dont wanna trust it
we are some other kind of love,
freeing, trapping, giving, taking,
testing every limit
loving what we find inside the borders
this is our home

you'll never let me leave
im cursed with ur blessings
so all you'll see is my empty shell
everything inside has moved on

you want to be evil
giving in to temptations
for a momentary satisfaction
you learn to live for
with the strength to change and grow
you stay where you're at
protecting everything on the inside

now you know who i am
would you have handled me the same way
if you knew before?
i never stole your spotlight
just made it shine brighter,
you tried to take me off a stage
we both shared since before we met
i played along, consulting with my people
we watched you like hawks
pressures building
don't back down now

k$

2008-09-27T02:02:37Z

hustlin is bout gettn it. pimpins bout puttn that shit 2getha n
makin sum out it. bein a gangsta is bout bein real n hard. bein
a soulja is bout noin how 2 survive.

nikkibee @ 2008-09-21T11:56:00

2008-09-21T16:04:51Z

My aunts wedding was last night. I got fucking twisted. The day before
this bitch at the hair shop fucked my shit up and made it lighter than
I want it. I was shaking and fuckin cryin for hours. Nobody will ever
touch my hair again. I called the credit card company to dispute the
payment. It's all I can do. Now that my hair is damaged and fucking
BLEACHED. I was so happy, like, going strong for weeks just being
happy, finally. And I woke up the day of the wedding feeling like
a hundred bricks layed on top of me the night before. I was so excited
for the day.. to be with my cousins and take pictures and everything..
but i was in a cloud. I was trying to keep my head up and get out of
it but everywhere was a dead end. So when the music came on I just
started dancing and danced all night. You always have that couple
people at a wedding just wylin out. Last night it was me.. and my
mom. I looked at the pictures. She never looks that happy in pictures
with me and that kills me. Is she doing it on purpose?? Does she just
have a lot on her mind? Is it because I'm not going to stick around
here forever?? I can go on and on about all the stupid shit at home
that pisses me off you know. There's so much of it. I just want every
body to be happy and chill and appreciate the moments we have together.
Nothing else matters.

I just wanna get high.

My aunt said some cool shit last night. She could tell I was thinkin
bout him. When shit goes wrong I think about him. He used to bring
me up but now he just brings me down and I just can't seem to shake it.
She said when she was goin thru sum shit, she used to lay on the hood
of her car and listen to music. The whole way to the wedding I didn't
talk. Nothing was louder than my fears, my memories, my nightmares.

Sometimes good things end so better things can happen. You don't always
know what they are but you can imagine and if I open my heart I'm so scared of getting hurt again, but I think I'm strong enough to take it.
I can't fall. I don't know what to do. Yesterday I gave up. I gave in to
my fears and my doubts and felt like i had to go back to the same shit
to get anywhere. I was so caught up and I really do wanna get out. I'm
just so scared I'm not gonna be okay. I just want to let go.

nikkibee @ 2008-09-20T16:42:00

2008-09-20T20:45:32Z

keep your head up
life is what you make it
enjoy the time you have and the people you're with
make the most out of everything
reach your limits
love more
be angry if you're sad
and laugh about it

nikkibee @ 2008-09-15T17:20:00

2008-09-15T21:22:46Z

i woke up this mornin and got on the train
and slept past where i was sposed 2 switch
n had 2 take 2 more trains 2 get back. so i
rolled a blunt on the way 2 class. got back
into town n got my cuz off the bus, we rode
bikes and did homework.
it's been a really beautiful day.
im chiiiiln
<3

nikkibee @ 2008-09-12T18:35:00

2008-09-12T22:36:29Z

we hate on their money
they hate on our heart

nikkibee @ 2008-09-12T18:14:00

2008-09-12T22:24:17Z

they say i talk wit 2 much emphasis
oo they so sensitive

everythings getn better. im trippin 2day.
my bodys breakin down on me it doesn't like
NY. The rain. The hurricanes all over TV,
the lies.

i looked up at the buildings it looked like
a painting. i couldnt believe they were real.
i miss the fine french architecture of new
orleans, the tiny impossibly bright pastel
houses. my people. d&d, tbc.. they ask me
when u gonna go back? i didnt say anything
for a while. now i'm just out with it. WHEN
I GET MY MONEY RIGHT.

no one on tha corna got schwagga like us.

nikkibee @ 2008-09-10T18:18:00

2008-09-10T22:18:44Z

for all you nosey bitches secretly reading this shit...
you're already fucked.
so i ain't trippin
karma people, learn that shit

nikkibee @ 2008-09-08T23:00:00

2008-09-09T03:15:30Z

i remember the first time i saw you
you were dancing i asked you to teach me how to dance
it took a while but you never gave up on me
and i think that's so cool cuz now im the dancing queen
booooyaaa

nikkibee @ 2008-08-24T23:44:00

2008-08-25T04:46:32Z

Murder She Wrote
I've Been Watching You
Tempted to Touch
Action
Searching dem searching
No, No, No - Dawn Penn
Saddest Day of My Life
Come Around
Ganga Farmer
Who am I (Sim simma)
Like Glue
Girls Dem Suga
If I was a rICH gIRL
I Can Feel You
No Letting Go
Got Somebody
Beautiful
Waiting in Vain
Every Breath You Take ub40
Everyone Falls In Love

I WANNA LOVE YOU - akon
Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You
Angel of Mine
Butterfly
Like A Star

You're the One

Hold Me Now
Slave To Love
Love is My Religion
Ayer la vie

CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF OF YOU
i WANNA LOVE U
ANGEL OF MINE
LIKE A STAR
like you'll never see me again
RIGHT HERE
I NEED YOU
LOVE LOCKDOWN
ALL I DO
SINGING SATELLITE
EVERYTIUME WE TOUCH
bUTTERFLY
Don't Matter
Blind 2 U Haters
I Really Want You
Ready Or Not
Like A Star
Angel Of Mine
Get Higher
Fantasy
Can't Take My Eyes Off of You
Waiting to Exhale
In My Mind
All I Do

Butterfly
Don't Matter
Sweetest Thing
Butterflies
Could You Be Loved
Like Youll Never See Me Again
I Need You
Like A Star
Angel of Mine
I Really Want You
Get Higher
Always Be My Baby
If I Ain't Got You
In My Mind
All I Do

In My Mind
Open Up My Heart
Aint Nuthn lyk tha real thing
*You're All I Need To Get By

Have You Ever
If I ain't got you
Need You Bad
In My Mind
I'm Still In Love
Turn to You Christina
Love Makes You Beautiful
Waiting to Exhale
All I Do
No Pain No Gain

All I do
You Are Not Alone
In My Mind
I Wish I Didn't Miss You Anymore
Amel - For Real
One in A Million
Could You Be Loved
Waiting To Exhale
No Pain No Gain
Angel of Mine (Bounce)
Hate How Much I Love You
Have You Ever
Peace of Mind L Hill
Take Everything In
Like A Star
Goodbye A.Keys

Butterflies A. Keys

Push it to the limit
Paper Planes
We Comin Up
Jammin Stevie Wonder
When Doves Cry
Get Higher
is this love marley
I really want You (Bounce)
tattoo
keep bleedin (remix mims)
better in time
I'm Still in Love

Told You SO Claude Kelly
Ramsy Your Love is Blind
Maybe She's Sorry Boniface

Just Got Paid
Forever Young Usher
I am Music

Otherside of LIfe
Lost Ones
Honey
Butterfly
Lola
Back in Black
Forever Young
You Belong To The City
Gypsy
Numb
Free Bird
I Would Die For You
Blackbird

At Your Best You Are Love
sunshine of your love
coheed n cambria welcome home
the killers when you were young
detroit rock city
butterfly
in my mind
always be my baby

all i do is think about you
crazy love
where i wanna be
this womans work
kissing you
hide and seek
you're all i need to get by

whtiney - never stand alone
babyface - two occasions
jackson - you are not alone
heather headley - in my mind wish i wasnt
betty wright - no pain no gain
tracie spencer - still in my heart
corrine bailey rae - like a star
r. tresvant - money can't buy love
whitney - get it back / learned from the best / until you come back
in our business
john legend - get higher
angel of mine - brandy
c. aguil - loving me for me

irma thomas - a woman will do wrong
m.i.a. - paper planes
fugees - ready or not/trying to make a fool
delphonics - just my imagination
b.white - no stopping us
erykah - otherside of the game / you got me / honey

erykah badu - otherside of life
stevie wonder- all i do is think about you
angie stone - i wish i didn't miss you anymore
brian mcknight - two occasions
glenn frey - you belong to the city
barry white - ain't no stoppin us now
john legend - get higher
lil wayne - sky is the limit
erykah badu - you got me
big l - royal flush casualties 4 dice game
delfonics - just my imagination
john legend - crazy love
brian mcknight - sorry for the stupid things
angie stone - brotha
how could an angel break
wayne - good girl gone bad
eryah badu - honey
heather headley - in my mind
i'll never love again
i want you back
three little birds

mad issues angie stone

love makes you beautiful terrance howard

all i do
daydreamin
in my mind
you are not alone
open up my heart
SWV weak
computer love
in the rain
with u all the way
that's what love is 4
can't take my eyes off of you

fantasy

take me there mya
i wanna love you
i wanna be down brandy
when i see you
like you'll never see me again
cant leave em alone
dreamin jeezy keyshia
angel amanda perez
she got it
keep bleeding
heaven
angel of mine (bounce)
i really want you (bounce)
could you be loved
by your side sade

buterflies michael jackson

i used to love him

shes like the wind lumidee
butterfly (butterflys alicia keys)
pocketful sunshine
viva la vie
schwagga like us
just got paid
john legend get higher

come close common
i'm still in love
if i ain't got you

thin line between love and hate

for you i will

Viva la vie
What's Love Fat Joe
Pocketful Sunshine
Flesh of My Flesh
Easier to stay lil eddie
All I Do
You Are Not Alone

In My Mind
Open Up My Heart
Aint Nuthn lyk tha real thing
*You're All I Need To Get By

*Have You Ever
Angel of Mine
*No Pain No Gain
*Kissing You
*Like A Star
*If I Ain't Got You
*Crazy Love
Don't Listen to What People Say
*Waiting to Exhale

Push it to the Limit
Paper Planes
We Comin Up
Just Got Paid
When Doves Cry
John Legend Get Higher
I Really Want You (Bounce)
Angel of Mine (Bounce)
No Pain No Gain (Bounce)
Ready or Not
Tattoo
Keep Bleedin Remx Mims
Better in Time
Forever Young

Silly
Can't Hide Love
Trying to Make a Fool
Open Up My Heart
Learned From The Best
Hurts Like Hell
Woman Will Do Wrong
Hurts So Bad
Take Everything In
Peace of Mind
Lola
Butterfly
Forever Young
Back in Black
Could You Be Loved

Red Wine
Have A Little Faith In Me
Free Bird
*Ain't Nuthin Like the Real Thing
Forever Young
*Everytime I Close My Eyes
*Still in My Heart
*Just My Imagination

When I See You
Get Higher
I wanna sex u Up
Wanna Be Down
I Want You
I Can Read Your Mind
Get Freaky in tha Club
Diary Alicia Keys
Love U Down
Cant Leave Em Alone
open arms
Sexual Healing
Red Wine
Didn't Miss You Anymore
One in A Million
Hate How Much I Love You
I'm Still in Love
Told You SO Claude Kelly
Ramsy Your Love is Blind
Maybe She's Sorry Boniface

Otherside of LIfe
Lost Ones
Honey
You Belong To The City
Gypsy
Numb
Free Bird
I Would Die For You
Blackbird
At Your Best You Are Love
sunshine of your love
coheed n cambria welcome home
the killers when you were young
always be my baby

this womans work
kissing you
hide and seek
whtiney - never stand alone
babyface - two occasions
jackson - you are not alone
heather headley - in my mind wish i wasnt
betty wright - no pain no gain
tracie spencer - still in my heart
r. tresvant - money can't buy love
whitney - get it back / learned from the best / until you come back
in our business
john legend - get higher
angel of mine - brandy
c. aguil - loving me for me

irma thomas - a woman will do wrong
m.i.a. - paper planes
fugees - ready or not/trying to make a fool
delphonics - just my imagination
b.white - no stopping us
erykah - otherside of the game / you got me / honey

erykah badu - otherside of life
stevie wonder- all i do is think about you
angie stone - i wish i didn't miss you anymore
brian mcknight - two occasions
glenn frey - you belong to the city
barry white - ain't no stoppin us now
john legend - get higher
lil wayne - sky is the limit
erykah badu - you got me
big l - royal flush casualties 4 dice game
delfonics - just my imagination
john legend - crazy love
brian mcknight - sorry for the stupid things
angie stone - brotha
how could an angel break
wayne - good girl gone bad
eryah badu - honey
heather headley - in my mind
i'll never love again

Sean Kingston Gangsta
Milli
Lollipop
Drink, 2 Step
Umma do me
Get Back to the Money
Biggest Boss
Money On My Mind
Top Laid Back
Sky is The Limit
Touch the Sky

Beach Chair
My Life
Tie My Hands
Toy Soldiers
Receipt
Something You Forgot
Song Cry
Everything is Everything
Ghetto Superstar
Waterfalls
One Blood The Game
Hustler Musik
In The Ghetto 3 Six Mafia
Everything I am Kanye
Home / Bittersweet Kanye
Angel Of Mine (Bounce)

Crazy Love
All I Do
Don't Listen
When I See You
Get Higher
I wanna sex u Up
Wanna Be Down
I Want You
I Can Read Your Mind
Get Freaky in tha Club
Diary Alicia Keys
Love U Down
Cant Leave Em Alone
Open up my heart
open arms

Karma A
Tamia Almost
Don't Wanna Go Aaliyah
Complicated Nivea
Sexual Healing
I wanna Sex u Up
Red Wine
Hood Love
Hurt So Bad

mariah carey there for me
love story

nikkibee @ 2008-08-22T23:13:00

2008-08-23T03:14:20Z

coheed and cambria welcome home
the killers where you were young
detroit rock city

nikkibee @ 2008-08-21T14:10:00

2008-08-21T18:08:10Z

** i'm grindin til i'm tired
they say u aint grindin til u tired
so im grindin my eyes wide
lookn 2 find a way through the day
a light for the night **

nikkibee @ 2008-08-20T15:40:00

2008-08-20T19:54:49Z

u asked me can i really fall in love with you
you know it's hard with all that we've been through
but if loving me is all you'll ever do and these games
are just ways of saying what's true then keep it real
i'm so sure of what i feel, but you always hidin it
n u try and fake me out like i dono how you deal
but you know you can't play with me. you know you
could be better at treatn me like a lady. maybe you
didn't expect regrettn how u played it. but baby,
lately, you're all that's on my mind. and i'm makin
crazy excuses for all the problems i find. you're
my everything, so i stay on the grind. we havent
talked in so long but im scared to call. silence is
gangsta and i'm afraid to fall. i gotta have faith that
you know what's up, cuz ours is the only dream i can
trust. we're hopeless romantics and we're not the only
ones. it's just the way we live, always on the run. and
they tell us to slow down but we only gettn ahead. try
2 tell us sumthin n we'll paint the town read. try to
play wit us and we'll get in ur head. open you up like
u bled the truth of all ur existence.

i'm not supposed to talk about all this shit out loud
you always say i talk to much and i gotta make u proud
so i dont give a fuck what anybody thinks im keepin my mouth shut
cuz u always said getn ahead there's nobody to trust
i write these words in case i die so you know our loves gon stay alive
i gotta accept you might never come back and im just trippn
these shoes i gotta tie. but i believe in second chances and you
taught me how to fly. go from nothing to something comin up when we
was only getn by. ur my secret agent lover man angel in disguise

nikkibee @ 2008-08-20T15:11:00

2008-08-20T19:23:18Z

it was just us and the lights
blinding us from the streets
all we could hear was the music
all we could feel was the beat

the moments of fame come ups n catch backs
outshining the floor like a stage
like "how they act like that?"
it couldn't last forever
it was beautiful while it did
the innocence and curiosity
we were just kids
you didn't know me i didn't know you
i'd never stay, you'd never be true
but you can't deny the love we made
just one look across the stage

we move on but i love lookin back
i love what made us smile when we were young like that
the city was so weak then and we only had each other
comin at each other like sisters and brothers
the young people flooded in, stronger than the water
they tryna knock us we comin back harder

it was like peter pan and everybody was the lost kids
now i know why wendys a bitch and why tinkerbell did what she did

we grow up but never lose everything that made us change
you know you'll always be #1 in my hall of fame